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What are we going to do?’ in secret and talked about how nice it would be when we didn’t have to do things in secret anymore. I never really thought about whether that was true or not. There wasn’t time. I tried not to run Phil down too much — I felt bad enough as it was, what with screwing his girlfriend and all. But it became unavoidable because when Jackie expressed doubts about him, I had to nurture those doubts as to if the Have A Golden Friendsgiving Ugly Christmas Sweatshirt were tiny, sickly kittens until eventually, they became sturdy, healthy grievances, with their own cat doors, which allowed them to wander in and out of our conversation at will. And then one night at a party.
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